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broken hearts, broken dreams, that's just something that love brings
There just some things love brings
When you learn that its all the lie you cry
u find out
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
"lyk every girl..i dreamt of my knight in shining armor..
nw..i truly believe that e knight has been conquered by e dragon
nv to return again.
am i kiddin?
knights in shinin armour dont exist animore.
dey nv did.
kissed so mani guys in my life..
but none of dem turn into prince."

`` its my lifee. [#] `-

Friday, October 28, 2005

im goin to blog in multiply..
so i can say wad i wan to say to individuals =)
wif lovezzzz ppl..
cya in my multiply..
http://irin2111.multiply.com/

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11:40 PM

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

been workin..n workin..n WORKIN..
i love work..
as in..
i love my colleagues..
i love workouts at sentosa..
i love my job(ohhhh..finally..)

people always judge..
we get comments lyk "wa..e lifeguards always sit there n do nth.."
but ppl forget tt doin nth is a torture too..
try sittin there LOOKin for lyk 8 hours while ppl swim?
under e sun..e rain..
i admit i gt a job ttz better paid den some others..
but we've gt certs..n certs r wadz tt impt isnt it?
if nt..y e *&^(^&*%^& u study?
most of us train durin lunch breaks to be better..
we rescued..
but some ppl dun c it..
we get ppl who cant realli swim.. n insist tt dey gt bronze..silver..gold..den end up strugglin..
FUCK THOSE CERTS..

when ppl die..
ppl ALWAYS ask.."wadz e lifeguard doin"
itz YOUR RESPONSIBILITY to take care of yrself..
bcoz u know BEST..whether u can swim OR NOT..
yes..we r paid..
n we did our job..becoz WE minimise e no. of ppl drownin every yr..
tell me..
y r there still robbers when they r SO MANY policemen ard?
itz e same thing rite?
haiz..nvm..

thanx to those hu tagged =)
love all of u lotz..
*hUgz*
sorry for e super late reply..
coz din wan to use e office com to visit my blog..

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9:11 PM

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

RETAIL THERAPY!!
it left me wif my hands full wif bagssss..
n pocket empty..
haaz..
but it makes me happy.. =)

bought 7 tops..1 tube..1 pair of slippers..
oPps
fell in love wif an oakley sunglass..
which cost lyk $231?
hey..look at it tt way... itz a form of "investment"
=P
wanted to buy a pair of charles n keith slippers..
but din haf my sizeeee =(
wanted to buy a top from future state..
but hmm..still thinkin abt it..

love sam =)
my soulmate =)
*hope ya lyk e jacket..*

had fun today =)

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9:37 PM

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

there mite b heartaches at e end of tis journey..
but e u-nv-noe-until u try..made me try..
he makes me smile..
he makes me laugh
he makes me happy..
he cheers me up on gloomy days
supports me when i had problems..
he encourages me on my failures..
he shares my lil successes..
loVezzzz
=)

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11:08 PM

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meetin sam tml =)
retail therapy.. =P

oh ya...i was workin on..erm thurs?
there was tis guy..
he walked towards me..
"miss..u can swim ar?"
i was thinkin "wtf?"
itz such an insult can..
i mean..im nt a v gd swimmer..
i lag behind in terms of speed n stamina..
but tt DOES NT MEAN tt i DUNNO hw to swim..
nvm..
i replied "yes" (c..i cant b bothered to reply animore other den a one word ans..was hopin tt he wld realise tt hez askin stupid question)

he walked awy..
den walked back..
"miss ar.. r u a lifeguard"
dotz? im was in uniform..
yet another one word ans.."yes"

he walked awy den walk back AGAIN..
"miss ar.. so u will save those ppl if they drown izzit"
wa...IRRITATIN rite?
he asked if i can take a pic wif him..
i nv say no
surprisingly..some ppl wan pics for projects..
some..wans it for memories..
e i've-been-to-sentosa thingy.?
(one guy was tellin me..dun b surprise if u c it in our company magazine..i'll send one copy to u if it happens..haaz..quite cute..one of those v nice tourists)
back to TT guy..
he asked if i wanted e pic..
"gif me yr no. la den i can contact u"
NICE TRY..cliche n OLD..
"thanx..but no thx..u can kip it"

*hope guys realise tt "miss..u cant swim ar?"
is a bad pickup line..*
=P

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10:41 PM

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HAPPY BDAE MUM =)
shes my pillar
e one i turn to..when im happy..or sad..
shes my role model..
my dearest..
i'll do anything to make her smile..
=D

took leave to play mahjong wif her..
bought her a lipstick..
treat her to dinner =)
-smilez-
we had mac ice cream..
simplicity brings abt happiness.. =)

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10:13 PM

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hi all! =)
itz a happy wkkkk =D

fri-gatherin wif sec sch clssmates..
it was fun.. so glad to c u guys again =)
bbq at east coast..
i enjoyed e conversations..e drinkin session(next time we'll buy moreee ya)..
e "heart attacks".. e truth or dares.. =)
miss u all lotz =)
catch up more often ya..
mOmo..here we comeeee =)

i slept at 4 plus..n woke up at 5 plus..
FOR WORK..*&*^&^%
e atm machine was down..i had onli 10 cents wif me? pathetic..
i walked out..dunno where to go..
den.. one cabby uncle reversed..
i asked if he accept nets..
he said no..but asked me where im goin..
"sEntosa"
he gaf me a lift! =D
he sent me to a bus stop (4 stops awy frm harbourfront)
so nice of him!
we were listenin to "love me by collin raye"
when i commented tt it was a sad song..
it brings back memories..sad ones though..=(

he teared!
i was lyk freaked out la..
his gf passed awy 27 yrs ago..suffered frm cancer =(
his first love..n probably last?
u may find him stupid..
but i think hes sentimental..
abit over though..
sad story..
everytime he listen to e song..he'll tear..
haiz..
hes a super nice person la..
hw mani cab drivers will do tt?

=)

i took a bus into sentosa..
but blue line wasnt in operations..
rasa bus driver sent me to palawan..
=P

it was a happy start of e day..
sooo many kind souls =)
i tried v hard to kip my eyes open..
managed to survive! =)

SUNDAY
had my physical fitness test..
haaz =) everybody passed..
did circuit trainin..
wa..i think i nearly died..
hahaz..quite tough..
but im lovin ittttt..(LOSE WEIGHT!!!)
im so flabby la..
gaf penny her bdae pressie..
a ring =) she was so happy =)
oh ya..penny is a pretty..intelligent..frenli..lawyer to b. =)

Mon
worked alone..
kinda rained..
james(frm sunset bay) came over to chat wif me..
offered me hot drink..
kind soul =)
meet mr hoe..he waited for lyk 1 hour?
he bought one bag of my 60cents choc..
heez =) im a happy fat pig =D
went for dinnerrrrr den headed for home..

*summary of wad i did*
im happy =)

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10:06 PM

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

was readin steph blog..
abt e guy hu died..
i wasnt workin..so..ya..i dunno much..
i'll probably cry lyk mad if im dere..
life?
hes freakin 18 yrs old? my age?
n he left juz lyk tt..
imagine his parents..his frens' reactions..
treasure yr loved ones.. =)
b4 itz too late..

slack n slack n slackkkk..
wif mr hoe..
*camp* at his hse e day b4..
he had to go for test early in e mornin..
so i slp till he comes back.. (hahaz)
eat..watch vcd..eat..watch vcd..
no wonder we put on so much weight la!
oh ya..went for a haircut too..
i lyk e hair stylist =)

goin to lala land..
nitez

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12:51 AM

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Sunday, September 18, 2005

yIpeeeee =)
din slp ytd..
but still v hyper nw..
silosoooo today =)
vivan came wif colleagues..
hahz..lucky you! coz dey r realli v frenli n nice =)
work wif my godkor n yeo wei..
=D~
caught an OCTOPUS..
haaz..in e end i let it goooo..
coz i had to go for some dinner thingy..
i love island life..

*happy belated bdae to julian..penny..n steph..*
sry i cldnt make it..
cant let my mum go for e dinner alone ritez =)

dinnerrrr at some temple..
n i saw matthew =)such coincidence..
im glad tt he was dere..
both of us cldnt stand e noise..
i wasnt interested in entertainin those aunties as well..

oh wells =)
hyper me gotto slp..
timsum buffet tml..(c y i put on so much weight rite?)

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12:39 AM

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

haaz..was chattin wif my god kor..
he n grayz..gotto b e most romantic guys i've met..
so f those roses..itz everywhere.. =D
dey do e sweetest things..realli =)

him.."wished u had a bf lyk me?"
me.."nahz"
him.."yr loss"
me.."hahaz..yours too =P"
hahaz..hw bhb can i getttt..
too bad mr hoe.. goods sold nt refundable..

tmlz my last paper..
for e past few ones..haiz.. =(
*i hope e 5 of us will still b in e same clss next sem though*
thanx everyone hu tagged =)
u guys rockz my world =D

realli lookin fwd to hols..
KTV!!!!!!!
n lotz n lotz of things to do =)
stayover at ah gong's hse..
sam =) (i miss u SO MUCH!)
my family.. =) more teochew porridgeeee
mr hoe =)
DANCE? =D

off to watch tvvvvv.. =)

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8:55 PM

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